Sun setting Sky

So this is me, my name is Macey Reid, my life.. well like many is confusing, complicated, and at times hard. I have had extreme ups and Very Dramatic downs, but apparently iv survived it all seeing as I'm writing this now. As of right now I'm sitting on my porch watching the day turn to night, today was a good day compared to the rest. Sitting out here is making me realize, things are never as they seem, where I'm sitting NOW its glamorous sunset not a cloud in the sky, no wind blowing, but someone anywhere else in the world could be looking at the same sky as me and thinking the total opposite , there could be a war in the sky they see, there could be shouting in the back ground or there could be no home for them, but when it all comes to it, where all looking at the same sky, thinking different things. I have a good life, and i know i take advantage of it and when i realize i do so, it makes a difference to me, t makes me wanna help more, but i just don't know where to start. my life is confusing, and out of the ordinary but it is up to me to control it and i cant blame anyone else for what happens in it. People cause problems and people cause situations but it is up to you to decide how to deal with them and that's what life takes, it takes intuitive and control and courage, and you wont make it without these. But now by the time I'm almost done writing this you know very little bout me, and my life, but here's one hing IL let you know, 4 years ago i lost my little brother he passed away , and still miss him to this day but sitting here looking at the setting sun turn to the dazzling night sky, i see the stars and they remind me that he is there, up in the shining sun and the glimmering stars, watching me making sure everything is alright, keeping order for me in my life, i love him dearly and IL never forget him every time i see the stars i know there`s magic in the world and that anything can happen, just keep believing in yourself and don't give up, i keep my brother in mind as inspiration , he gives me clarity and I'm not a religious person but i believe one day i will be up therewith him, and that by then maybe this confusing life i have will have straighted out and can help someone else and give them clarity,