i could really use a wish right now

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now


Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you're staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin' what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I'm late
I'm on my way so don't close that gate
If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night


Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)


Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job, before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin' to get into the subway
And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it
But now a days we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Then maybe yo maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tape
And back before I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for the Cada, what's up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this sh-t
So here I stand and then again I say
I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes


Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now

What are friends for

What are friends for?
OK so today not only did my friends ditch me, but they were supposed to be my best friends! Honestly i am so mad, but the thing that bugs me the most is that when they saw me they tried to hide from me, as if i wouldn't see them, so obviously they knew would get mad, aughhhhh I'm just so mad. I guess you can really tell who people are By the way they act when your not there. And as I'm writing this i am texting my "best friend" who said she wasn't hanging, she was having a "movie day" and didn't wanna hang with anyone, but as soon as she found ou that a guy she just met that she thinks is really hot is hanging, She said she would hang, so instead of hoes over bros she chose a guy over me, her supposed best friend. All because she thinks hes hot. i am really starting to get over having friends id rather just be myself it gets me alot farther, not to mention its alot less painful on my part, seeing as I'm usually the one to get hurt. When is it gonna be my turn? My turn to have something go right for once, Cause I'm really not liking how my life's being delt right now, sure everything is good and i know there are tons of people way way worse off, but i honestly can not take very much more of this pain, it all builds up and everything that builds up has to crash at some point, the question now is... When is it gonna be my turn to crack? Sometimes people just really get me angry and i dint understand why it always happens to me time after time, Maybe i did something in my previous life to deserve it and if i did I'm truly sorry, i just want it to end. So after thinking about it and really utting thought into it out of my used to be for best friends i have one for sure who i know i Can always count on to love me, trust me, not sith me, understand me and basically be there whenever i need her,She has ALWAYS been there for me, and then there one more, she can be amazing at times but then horrible at others,, can sometimes trust her ,Some what not really depend on her to be there when i need her, but we have had good times, so i have one maybe 2 best friends outta 4 left, and I'm OK with it, i just need to re asses my situation, IL let you know how it turns out, I'm turning in for the night tho, so good night and wish me luck things get better :)
Love:
Macey

Provincials

So today is friday april 16th i think im not to sure, but today i have my volleyabll provincials, and i`m quite nervuos, i have been up since 4:30 am. I have butterflies in my stomach well writing this because its just occuring to me now what going on around me. the stadui im playing in has 24 courts and around 65 teams will be there. so im just a lttle scared(note sarcasim used). If my team does good then we wll continue through until sunday but if not then we go home after saturdays games. an upside tho i get to stay in a hotel which for me doesnt happen very often , im not a big traveler. but i just wanted to vent about how scared i am right now, but i have a fellng we`re gonna do amazing today :)
so bye for now
Macey <3

Sun setting Sky

So this is me, my name is Macey Reid, my life.. well like many is confusing, complicated, and at times hard. I have had extreme ups and Very Dramatic downs, but apparently iv survived it all seeing as I'm writing this now. As of right now I'm sitting on my porch watching the day turn to night, today was a good day compared to the rest. Sitting out here is making me realize, things are never as they seem, where I'm sitting NOW its glamorous sunset not a cloud in the sky, no wind blowing, but someone anywhere else in the world could be looking at the same sky as me and thinking the total opposite , there could be a war in the sky they see, there could be shouting in the back ground or there could be no home for them, but when it all comes to it, where all looking at the same sky, thinking different things. I have a good life, and i know i take advantage of it and when i realize i do so, it makes a difference to me, t makes me wanna help more, but i just don't know where to start. my life is confusing, and out of the ordinary but it is up to me to control it and i cant blame anyone else for what happens in it. People cause problems and people cause situations but it is up to you to decide how to deal with them and that's what life takes, it takes intuitive and control and courage, and you wont make it without these. But now by the time I'm almost done writing this you know very little bout me, and my life, but here's one hing IL let you know, 4 years ago i lost my little brother he passed away , and still miss him to this day but sitting here looking at the setting sun turn to the dazzling night sky, i see the stars and they remind me that he is there, up in the shining sun and the glimmering stars, watching me making sure everything is alright, keeping order for me in my life, i love him dearly and IL never forget him every time i see the stars i know there`s magic in the world and that anything can happen, just keep believing in yourself and don't give up, i keep my brother in mind as inspiration , he gives me clarity and I'm not a religious person but i believe one day i will be up therewith him, and that by then maybe this confusing life i have will have straighted out and can help someone else and give them clarity,